an unsure update
Well-- we got the MRI results.....
I have an abnormlly large space in my occipital loeb.... (The vertic is still out as to what that means--- some say it's where my boss sucked the life out of me... some say it's where Jesus lives but he doesn't show up on MRI's- I say I knew I had a whole in my head!! ) Anyway- I am trying to make light of the fact that I seem to have an abnomality in my brain. All I can find when i type the name of this thing in is info about MS. UGH! I hope that God carries that idea right past me!
The other thing they found that seems to be in question is evidence I had a minor stroke.... it's in question I guess cause of my age-- so I don't know what that means-- i say if it's there it means something.
Anyway-- today I am feeling......................... I don't know- relief that I have some answers and they supposivly aren't life thretening (sp)- My reg Dr. called and made me an apointment at the Nerologist for next wednesday- that was the first they could get me in-- I am on an cancelation list (so someone cancel- my head hurts).
They are also weaning me off one of my meds-- which means I will be an emotional wreck! But they think it might make the headache go away! They drew more blood-- and the bills have started rolling in--- I can't imagine if I didn't have insurance (we have already put almost 600 into this! )
Our 1 year aniversary is next Sunday! :) YEAY!! It has really been the best year in so many ways - health wise it's sucked!! But now due to my health we aren't going back to our honeymoon spot (chicago) which we wanted to do every year on our anniversary-- and I messed it up! We don't want to take the risk.
Soooo- all that being said--- please pray for both of us! Ryan is terrified that I am going to die. I am not so much thinking I am going to die- as much as I am feeling hopefull that the neologist will find something with an answer that's fixable! Just pray for help, healing, and peace. Never in a million years would I have thought I would go through this at 29. God has his own plan sometime!
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I have an abnormlly large space in my occipital loeb.... (The vertic is still out as to what that means--- some say it's where my boss sucked the life out of me... some say it's where Jesus lives but he doesn't show up on MRI's- I say I knew I had a whole in my head!! ) Anyway- I am trying to make light of the fact that I seem to have an abnomality in my brain. All I can find when i type the name of this thing in is info about MS. UGH! I hope that God carries that idea right past me!
The other thing they found that seems to be in question is evidence I had a minor stroke.... it's in question I guess cause of my age-- so I don't know what that means-- i say if it's there it means something.
Anyway-- today I am feeling......................... I don't know- relief that I have some answers and they supposivly aren't life thretening (sp)- My reg Dr. called and made me an apointment at the Nerologist for next wednesday- that was the first they could get me in-- I am on an cancelation list (so someone cancel- my head hurts).
They are also weaning me off one of my meds-- which means I will be an emotional wreck! But they think it might make the headache go away! They drew more blood-- and the bills have started rolling in--- I can't imagine if I didn't have insurance (we have already put almost 600 into this! )
Our 1 year aniversary is next Sunday! :) YEAY!! It has really been the best year in so many ways - health wise it's sucked!! But now due to my health we aren't going back to our honeymoon spot (chicago) which we wanted to do every year on our anniversary-- and I messed it up! We don't want to take the risk.
Soooo- all that being said--- please pray for both of us! Ryan is terrified that I am going to die. I am not so much thinking I am going to die- as much as I am feeling hopefull that the neologist will find something with an answer that's fixable! Just pray for help, healing, and peace. Never in a million years would I have thought I would go through this at 29. God has his own plan sometime!
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posted by Christy at 11:09 AM
4 Comments:
I think the hole would fill up if you came to Colorado to live. I love you so much and I'm praying for you!
Yeah what Maria said...move to a more tranquil place in CO.
I'm so worried about you. I hope you are okay really okay. I love that we met on SJ, how Fun.
YOu are too much with your lil' jokes on my blog. AND for the record...I'm completely normal...if weird is defined that way! LOL
It's not your fault that you can't go back to your same honeymoon spot.. sometimes life does get in the way and your health is more important.
I hope you are ok and I will pray for you and Ryan both! I REALLY hope things get better and u are ok!
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