One year - the best and worst in so many ways

Yesterday was our 1yr anniversary! It was great to spend the day with Ryan and I. He awakend me with rosses and breakfast in bed- then we went to worship at woodside. It was so good to be singin praises even when my heart and body are aching.
So today instead of watching tv-- i turned up the praise. I poped in my third day cd and just wanted to sing this from the depths of my lungs.

"HOw many times have I gone astray, the number is the same as the sands on the shore, and now you say you'll do it once more. Please take from me my life when i don't have the strength to give it away to you Jesus."


This year has been the first of many amazing and I am sure at times trying years with Ryan and I together. Health wise it has been miserable. One thing after another gradually spiraling downward. I feel so blessed that Ryan, my family and friends have been by my side the whole way. I just pray that we can give my life to God = more and more everyday- to rely on him to be the center - the foundation of many more years to come.

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