What's holdin me back?

Ok-- anyone who knows me knows that I always have my camera with me and I am love capturing relationships, & life on film. It's a dream of mine to be a Professional Photographer & Ryan and I have been talkin about it for a while- but I hope it becomes a reality soon.... If you know me you know I dive in-- I don't just get my feet wet. Well I am ready to dive. I know I have some things to learn- but I learn best by soaking in something. So much of photography comes natural to me. And what's holding me back? I am sure I can find some people who would let me shoot them, their kids, their family. I need to build up a portfolio / gallery. (not that I don't have a million photos on my computer right now) So this is me-- pretending to not be a poser but ready to dive. If you know anyone who wants their picture-- let me know. Once I meet with Krista I will have the pics from the wedding we shot (I can't wait to play around with those). But til then here's to the dream in my heart becoming a reality. Here's to ck photography. Here's to capturing life!