not really knowing how to feel right now.
I don't know what to feel right now. For the past week I have had an amazing peace about the job situation. Well... I didn't know what to think today when I got the letter in the mail saying I didn't get the Calvin job. At this point I figured that was the situation... but found myself feeling like I should be crushed, upset. But I didn't really. I just felt blah. Am I just getting numb to the let downs? Who knows.
I had the photo shoot with Shanna and Dave today. This also proved to be a humbling experience. I took tons of pics and ended up with only 9 ok shots. I was using Erin's camera (thanks girl), cause mine is broken... ugh. But I got over confident about what I could shoot and didn't take the time I should have, let alone I wasn't used to the camera speed/ shooting & forgot how fast you have to be with babies. Enough excuses. I didn't have my game on!
You can see sme more of their pics at http://ckphotography.blogspot.com/
I had the photo shoot with Shanna and Dave today. This also proved to be a humbling experience. I took tons of pics and ended up with only 9 ok shots. I was using Erin's camera (thanks girl), cause mine is broken... ugh. But I got over confident about what I could shoot and didn't take the time I should have, let alone I wasn't used to the camera speed/ shooting & forgot how fast you have to be with babies. Enough excuses. I didn't have my game on!
You can see sme more of their pics at http://ckphotography.blogspot.com/
posted by Christy at 7:16 PM
1 Comments:
Well that's certainly a beautiful shot! Those are some cute peeps. And - I find it hard to believe you my friend are numb. Perhaps it's a continuation of this peace you've been feeling - that somehow deep down you know and trust that you're going to make it. You're going to be okay - because you're loved by the one who loves the best. And I don't mean Ryan. Or me.
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