Alive--

Yes I am very much alive--- sorry I haven't posted. I have been busy-- lots going on-- have some great updates-- but about to spend the evening on a date with my hubby (our 3 yr anniversary is on Tuesday-- I can't believe it's been 3 years)

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New beginings

I was thinking of life when we sang a song at church a few weeks ago.



I thought about the life Gramps has lived and the new life of my dear friends new baby born just over a week ago. I believe that God is in BOTH of these situations-- He wants Gramps at peace. He reminds us of his promises with new life! So I am reminded that in these things-- God is among us
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord

You can check out my photo blog for some cute new pictures of my friends little one! She is so tiny and perfect!see more here: www.ckphotography.blogspot.com

Saying Good-bye

In my life I have said good bye to several things, people, & places. But none hurt as bad as saying good bye to Gramps. I didn't get to say goodbye... I wrote him a letter and my mom read it to him. But yesterday morning he passed away. He is in a better place now. But I wasn't done living with him here. My own selfish desire over rides my longing for him to be at peace. He is out of pain. He is in a better place. He lived a good life. Taught, loved, shared, blessed, laughed and so much more. His legacy is everything you would want when you pass away. To leave behind a family whose memory of you is that of amazement and love.

The last few days of his life were rough-- I will miss him-- I DO MISS HIM. It will not be the same to be with the whole family (which hasn't happened in at least 8 years- BUT WILL HAPPEN THIS WEEKEND AS WE GATHER TO HONOR- REMEMBER AND CELEBRATE HIS LIFE) and to not have Gramps there. Gramps we love you-- we will honor your legacy for love, faith, and life!

Are you kidding me!!? What's wrong with this story!

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/23595533/?GT1=43001

Seriously people-- 2 years! This is crazy!
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Wisdom. Strength. Love. Storyteller.

These are just a few words that describe my Gramps. All and all he's an amazing man. I feel honored that I have been able to share my life with him- hearing stories- telling jokes-- learning how to stay married- and so much more.

This morning my Gramps hit an all time low- he collapsed and it's looking like his major organs are shutting down and in a matter of a short time he might no longer be with us. Please pray for my family as they go through this tough time of not knowing. As I have said before I am blessed to not have lost many people in my life-- and none of my family members have ever passed away.

Gramps has lived well-- laughed often-- shown love and grace-- and for that I call myself blessed to know and love such a man. Hang in there Gramps-- We are praying for you! Mimi- we love you- stay strong! Mom, J & J you are a gift to your family- your support for them has been priceless over the last few months. We love you all and are praying for you!

Woo Whoo-- Just call me the sellin queen!!

So, I have discovered a beautiful thing at Half.com! I have been selling stuff on half for a week and I've made nearly $100!!!! I am super excited-- I have a ton more to go!! I am deciding that there are MANY things in our house that we don't need- (sometimes to Ryan's disagreement). Lots of stuff for me to go through.

Our good friend Lynde came to visit again this weekend-- we had a great time, as always. Lots of laughs. Lots of fun. Lots of talking.

I am also counting the days til my friend Erin's baby is due!! Feb. 10-- I can't wait to meet the baby!!

A new week-- I can't believe it's Monday again-- where do the weekends go.
I promise I will post something great and profound (ok, well that might a high expectation)... but I promise it will come soon!!
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