New Hope

I've got a new hope.

Well It's not really new- but re-discovered. I've had a lot of time to think since I have been sick. Which can be bad sometimes - but in my case it's bee somewhat helpful.

I've decided to own- grow in- the real me. The real me that I was just a few years ago... the real me that somewhere - for some reason has been washed away by lies and discouraged by diception of believe in thoughts that are not of God.

So here is the new me.

I am not going to be controled by aspiring for or desiring "things"-
but content in relationships I have and be passionate about loving others unselfishly. Seeking solid friendships grounded on faith - honesty and life .

I am going to fight against the identity I have created within myself that I am my job, my finances, and my roles. But instead- discover and celebrate that I am a masterpiece of God- one he created- he loves -and that is what I live for.

Today I start again- knowing that I have been set free by a God who loves me- desires the best for me and can't wait to show me what's around the next corner.

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